Does anybody know if it is possible to delete a LJ account?  Don't worry, /I/ won't be doing it -- my mum has an account and wants to ditch it but has been looking around for a "how to" and can't seem to find one.

Any advice for the lady?

So, things are going alright.

Terms of Agreement with my family in concern to my computer and/or internet are ever changing, and it rarely seems worth it to keep the public updated on my situation.  It is safer to assume that I just can't use my computer, period, 90% of the time I have available in which it would be either fun/useful to.

Moving on.

Starting Monday @ 8am, I work a full week of 8am-2pm shifts.  This is because management has /finally/ decided to slot me into a Server Class, which I need in order to qualify to become a Cashier (the title they /technically/ hired me under).  Aside from the fact that I am the absolute worst morning person, I figure after two or three days I'll get used to it.  Besides, they feed us for free!  Safe to say in probably about two weeks I will finally be doing what it is I was hired to do.

Also, for those of you going to Gaskells:
My mum is going to be out of town in flippin' Disneyworld for a week, so I will be driving /myself/ to this one.  I will be bringing a mystery guest with me 0_o!!  Hopefully at least I will see Manders there.... Yes, you.

Pip pip.

WOO!

I'm the first person in my immediate [read: lazy] family to vote!

*does a snoopy dance* 

I feel 10 feet tall right now!  And want junk food!

Linguistic	31
Mathematics	29
Visual/Spatial	34
Body/Kinesthetic	24
Naturalistic	29
Music	49
Interpersonal	25
Intrapersonal	27

 
This is how Emily learns! ^-^ 

Check yours out http://www.ldrc.ca/projects/miinventory/miinventory.php

Tomorrow afternoon at 4pm we will be putting my 12 year beagle, my long time companion and friend Yoshabelle to sleep.  I will be there with my mom for the final moments of Yoshi's life.  

She has many problems, over the last five years including: Thyroid problems, skin tags, what we suspect to be two or three tumors, total blindness, arthritic back legs... She's bitten my family members a few times from startlement.  We think this is the right thing to do, for her sake and for ours, but it doesn't make it hurt any less.

We've had her since she was 8 weeks old, and just a stubborn little loveable thing that got lost in the grass if we didn't keep it mowed.  She was pretty shy, but always happy to see us when we came home... even when she couldn't see any more. 

I'm extremely sad, nigh on depressed.  I have known about this for about a week, but have been putting off dealing with it until just now, so it hurts even more.  Adam's been away and I've been in a numb little cloud doing nothing but detatch myself from my pain since he went on vacation, which is an even sadder state to be in.  

Even with all her issues, the handful of people she bit... It doesn't matter, she was always sweet to my family.  So... I might need some comfort for a day or so, then some cheering up.

For now though... I think I'll give her my filet mignon I was supposed to eat for dinner, and just sit and pet her for awhile... And cry.
I hate crying... it feels useless... but I can't help it.
Augh... This hurts...

 Tuesdays also seem to kinda be the trend for me to post on lately. *observes month of July*

For anyone that needs something to make them giggle, preferably the ladies but some gentleman might like it too but never say so out loud....   

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=29726 

AND my personal favorite, Yuto Miyazama, an 8-year-old kid who playes the guitar well enough to make me want to quit Guitar Hero forever. Included: Crazy Train by Ozzy Ozborne, Crossroads by Eric Clapton, Smoky by Char.  It's hillarious and mind-bending... I know this sounds racist, but as someone said in the comments "It's taller than he is! STOP BEING GOOD AT EVERYTHING ASIANS! D: "

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=29809

My Personality

Neuroticism	75
Extraversion	34
Openness to Experience	43
Agreeableness	66
Conscientiousness	16

You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you, however you are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You lead a leisurely and relaxed life. You would prefer to sit back and smell the roses than indulge in high energy activities. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.

Take a Personality Test now or view the full Personality Report. The best ugg Boots.

 I love that I'm agreeable AND neurotic... fucking AWESOME

This reminds me kinda of what we did in Intergalactic Cooking Challenge... Instead of using orphans to make a wall, they used balloons to make a tank! ^-^ Lifesize, and just as useless as a stone wall of orphans... *sighs happily*
 

 Emotions or emotional experiences.  Too often for me it's negative... but I create works of musical art and written art when I feel very strongly.  Most people will think I'm a whiner, and I agree.  Most people would think I'm usually unhappy, and I agree.  Sometimes I feel bipolar- I can feel so great and then one comment, one fight, argument, can bring it all down and I'm right back to that whiny part of me.  Pfft, what I wouldn't give to cut that shit out of me for good!

 ...Was pretty decent.  Subjects seem engaging, teachers seem reasonable, if not enjoyable...  Just worried, as per my usual routine, about books.  They're late in coming, and my Jazz book isn't coming at all... *sigh*  Ah well, there's copies on campus someplace I'm sure, and the first weeks are always the hardest as I settle into a good pattern of days/homework/whathaveyou.


BESIDES my little personal monkey, I'm looking forward to getting good grades in everything and enjoying the subject matter thoroughly.
And my mom is getting her hair back - she actually goes wig-free sometimes, which is super awesome.  I've taken to calling her G.I. Jane on occasion, she looks so badass, my little hero.  I love her so much that at a little past midnight thirty I actually stopped at the store on the way home from kaindls apartment and bought dishsoap and milk for her.
In other news, Heath Ledger died and I thought it was a joke for a minute or two.  The guy was 28... I'm not familiar with much of his work but his age alone makes it totally tragic.  And the Kara run I watched tonight had some wipeage and I felt bad because there was NOTHING I could do.  That's how lame I am - I was backseating a Kara run and I wanted to jump into the screen, get magically to 70 and make things run smoothly.  Pfft, as if anyone would listen to me anyway. XD I will tell you this though: I was still way impressed with everybody, Guntz is a freaking fantastic leader, and I'm learning more about that instance all the time.  When I get there, hell when I get to 70 and go ANYWHERE, its going to be awesomesauce (this based on how much fun I'm having at 35, still learning how to be a good mage.)

In yet other news, I'm still totally exhausted... so goodnight.

So, I'm feeling a little better now. I had dinner last night with a bunch of friends at Casa Orozco - omg, their steak quesadillas are A-MA-ZING! <3 There's a difference between Mexican food and GREAT Mexican food and that is Casa Orozco.

Went to michalooney and herecticalangel 's house afterward and watched some Venture Brothers... which I like very much. But I'm not so sure about Hand Banana... I can't seem to wash that out of my brain. *shivers*  Also got some stuff set up with my mumly creativetd later in the evening to speak and plan about some essential skills I wasn't learned in as a kid, did some good talking with various people, hate LJ for making all my text blue right after I put in someone's LJ handle... stupid breaking scripter... thing! X_x;

School starts next week, getting books is proving difficult.  Health is always a book on "hold" because everyone needs the dang thing - or, as I'd love to hope, we're all really concerned about our health! ^_^  I'm actually pretty excited, under the nerves!  Feels like forever since last semester ended.  And I'm taking a Jazz class so if anyone wants to come to some concerts/shows with me later in the semester... it's research now, baby!

And I feel like dancing.  Feel like that would get me real confident, probably super nervy at first, but confident after awhile.  Plus, as a batshit insane female, I love to dress up.  And I have a closet full of formal wear that I just haven't worn since highschool but since I don't GROW... EVER... I still fit in.  Self esteem boost, activate!!

I remind myself of a hummingbird, in a lot of ways... *rubs chin thoughtfully* Metabolism, body strutcture/weight, attitude...

HOT DOLPHIN!
No jury duty today! I spent my night and morning checking just to be sure that I wouldn't have to go, tripping out just a little because I've never gone before and... and... I don't have to today! Chyeah! 

The cake is/was so delicious and moist... I needed something citrusy.
I'm glad kaindl came and spent a little time with me.  He makes me very, very happy... relaxed.  Chilled out.  Like my worries are sort of, you know... secondary.  He didn't eat any cake though, and the cake is not a lie, anyway.  He will have some tomorrow I think. *nod* 
And he is delicious too.

Adam: "You know, if you got a good metal band behind you, you could be that Evanescance girl."

Dammit. That's awesome. 

(For those of you who dont' know, I enjoy GH3 a great deal, and I sing a lot.  Thats a mix for the ages. Remind me to sing for you sometime.  **DISCLAIMER!!** This compliment only matters if you ENJOY Evanescance's lead singer's voice...)